scruffygurlrn

I do not have a mental illness per say, I have an illness that affects my mental clarity, emotions sometimes, and my vision. Of course, it being MS it also affects my body and balance as well. I was "medically terminated" after 2 months out in the hospital and having tests, trying medications and generally getting myself together. I was devastated to say the least. I was a good nurse, loved my job, and was moving forward in my career. I did not deserve to be sidelined because I could no longer work 12 hour shifts. But in the long run, looking back over these past 6 years, I see why God allowed me to be here, in this place, for such a time as this. I see that through His infinite wisdom He saw the 3 years of torturous treatments and near death experiences, He saw the personal and spiritual growth of myself and my family too. He promised in His Word He would never leave us or forsake us. You too, dear friend, will make it through this. Your story is a blessing to others, a hope for those who may be facing the same challenges. Stay Strong! I do agree, there needs to be plans set in place for not just mental illness in nursing, but many other illnesses too.