i can completely emphathize c you. i worked for 2 years in a level one trauma center in the pediatric unit. after much thought, i decided to move back "home." i am a single parent c a 7 year old son. i started working at our local hospital- small, rural, and maybe 45 beds. i quickly learned that these people would eat their young. on my first day, i orientated on dayshift and learned that the adon was caught stealing lortab. they did not press charges and tried to find a position for her, but she eventually left. i then went to night shift and was on my own, which was fine. however i became aware of the fact that my coworks were "testing" me. i got every admission and no one helped including the cna. i have been there for 2 years now and it is a struggle every day i have to go to work. there was a time that i would get called into the adon's office every time i came to work for stupid crap. while other people were bolusing pt with 3 %, or inserting a suppository into the rectum of a pt with a stoma. i am always willing to come in extra, take call or switch my schedule around to help out others. we have to work the floor and as rn's, do ob and er. i have worked nights were i am the only rn in the hospital c lpn's. they had a gn who couldn't pass her boards taking pt and charting. it is crazy. i love my profession, but seriously. it is a fight between the adon and the night shift supervisor constatley. all the managers have their favorites and i don't make the list c any of them. so what i am trying to say is....i feel your pain!