I wouldn't pretend to be able to understand your experience, not having been through it myself. I can imagine it must be frustrating, frightening, etc. on many levels. One thing I do know that ED nurses are good at, though, is flexibility. This might seem simplistic, but what about urgent care? Many of the same ingredients as the ED, without IV placement. Many urgent cares have phlebotomists for lab draws. Granted, different facilities in different states, etc. have different practices. I am sure somewhere out there your experience and skills would be valued, and could be put to good use.