mary10

I'm a graduate of an impaired nurses program in my state. I was referred to them by my employer. It was lifesaving, yes, but expensive and career-altering, too. If you are not actively using, I would avoid the Board of Nursing at all costs. I say do not tell them about your medical history, but I would also run this decision past your sponsor, too. Best of luck to you.

Every state is different. In our state group for impaired nurses, we had nurses receiving disability, collecting unemployment, receiving food stamps and housing assistance, some worked as waiters, food clerks, whatever, essentially they were doing whatever they had to do to survive. Some were lucky enough to have 401Ks to dip into. So do not be afraid or ashamed to ask for help. I remember that I cried the day that I walked into Social Services. They were kind to me....and they helped me with some emergent food stamps and housing funds. It was one of my darkest hours. Remember to keep it manageable...one day at a time....it will help you keep your sanity and sobriety. You are in my prayers.

And congratulations on obtaining your license!

I wouldn't give up a substance abuse history in any interview....nothing good will come of this. In this world of "human resources" experts, they will see it as a company liability to hire a nurse who is also a recovering alcoholic and immediately give you some nonsense about "we'll keep you in our files for future reference". Don't forget that the job market is very difficult for all nurses right now. I'm wondering if it's even helpful to give your CNA experience in your work experience if you cannot give references....maybe just starting as a fresh new grad without baggage is a better place to be in this market....even with that, it will take quite a while. Good luck in your sobriety and please find patience.

Go to NA/AA today....listen and when you feel comfortable, speak. You need to find a sponsor. Do not self-report to the Board of Nursing. Stay in touch with us. Kep going to a therapist. One day at a time...the program works, work the program.

Good luck to you in your newfound sobriety. I'm a NJ Ramp graduate....for me, it was a difficult road at times, but once I got through the shame and embarrasment and learned to take it one day at a time, well I just started to feel something positive. I found that I had to stay away from the negativity that some nurses brought into Ramp meetings so that I could continue to go forward. Keep focusing on the big picture: your sobriety and going back to your career. Don't get caught up in all the complaining...it's energy wasted. The program works...my prayers will be with you.