Ked1986

Hi all, I am the mother of a three year old and a 5 month old heading into my 3rd semester of nursing school next week. I have essentially been a stay at mom since my first son was born although he had to attend daycare a few half days last semester at the age of 2. I took the spring semester off because i had another little boy in march (I did my whole second semester pregnant) but now I am feeling absolutely horrible about leaving my exclusively nursed son in daycare almost full time to accomadte the demands of a very intensive semester. I am done in may and I know I just need to get through to then and I can work on a flexible work schedule but every time I think about this upcoming semester I cry. I feel like I won't have any time with my kids between being at school, homework, or studying. It breaks my heart to leave my infant with someone else and I really just don't know how to feel better about it. My husband doesn't seem to understand since he has alwasy worked full time and my school has not been particulary supportive in the past accomadating those of us that have kids. Has anyone been in this situation. Any advice? Thanks..

When I asked my husband if he knew what I was talking about when I said "renal failure" he replied with "A problem with your renals?"