It's very hard, I'm in the same boat as you. I think it's the healthcare economy, supply/demand (way too many RNs, UAPs and LPNs doing lots of the work RNs did, for less $). APRNs are taking MDs positions. MDs are quitting. I've too tried jumping ship to alternate careers ... I'm usually given a blank look like, "huh?" and "do you know what we pay? you can make so much more as a nurse". Right, if I could GET a nurse job. My family members don't get it and they look down on me because I'm not working. People don't get it, except for us. I've got so many different versions of my resume, for so many diff jobs/careers! It's maddening. What can we do but keep on trying? Eventually something will come through. God, I love to get one of those good old paychecks from back in the day ... only a few years ago. Employed nurses: be sure never to take any time out from this career or you'll be put in the back of the long line. I wish you the best.