Thanks nsue! It is nice to know I'm not alone. And your right, this is our time to ask questions, so I'm going to ask questions and do my best and hopefully things start to come together. That's all I can do, take it one day at a time and then hopefully before I know it I'll have the "it is all coming together" moment I keep hearing about! :) Also, I think I need to spend more time celebrating my successes (however small they are) instead of spending all of my time focusing on my shortcomings.