I too had a really bad college experience when I was eighteen. I was so nervous to meet with a counselor and show him my transcripts. I thought I would have no chance of getting into the nursing program. The counselor was so helpful, he told me that not only could I get in be use of my current grades but that I could apply for academic renewal at my old school. I applied and they took 2 semesters worth of poor grades off my record. I bet it will make you tesla lot better to meet with someone and try to fix this mistake. Good luck!!