I'm sorry to hear that u failed ur nclex exam..I too fialed nclex rn exam twice last yr even after attending kaplan review course. I know how it feels when u receive that big brown envelope but the thing is i never gave up. i decided to study on my own by using saunders Q&A CD mostly and i took the nclex again on may 1 2006 and just found out yesterday that i passed. I had only 75 questions this time around. SO my dear, just to show u that with God everything is possible. So pls dont depair instead keep studying as much as you can because u'll definitely make it next time by God's grace..Just believ in urself and trust and hope in God.