Hi everyone! I've been following the NCLEX Forums for the past year. I graduated May 2009 and have taken the Ca BON twice. Just found out today that I failed for the 2nd time. I've taken Kaplan twice (1st time in classroom and 2nd was just online), studied and did Q&A from Saunders, Davis, La Charity and Kaplan Strategies 2010. I took NCLEX-RN 2 weeks ago and got 265 questions. I came out of there crying and just had this feeling I didn't pass. I read a forum on 265 questions and there were stories there that made me have some hope. But unfortunately, as I had mentioned, I just found out today that I didn't pass. I am trying to pick myself back up and get back into studying, but need some help. My mom, family and boyfriend have been very supportive and encourage me to not give up. I'm doing my best and have read many inspirational posts from people, whom have endured struggles and have passed. I just need some help and direction as to what I should do next. I've been wanting to access Suzanne's Plan, but I'm aware that it is no longer available. I'm considering enrolling to NCSBN review and even try Kaplan once again. I would greatly appreciate it if someone can direct me in the right path whether it'd be just some study habits, schedules, nclex-rn review, and etc. Please help! Thank you!