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  1. nursingishard

    I'm so embarrassed

    love it. I don't know 'til I know. Nursing is for those who will to be.
  2. nursingishard

    I'm so embarrassed

    love you. always learn about pt's rights. now I've learned about my rights. thx.
  3. nursingishard

    I'm so embarrassed

    oh yeah? thx for judging the PAST ME.
  4. nursingishard

    I'm so embarrassed

    Seriously, I've always been doing more than I have to. I gave a whole cart of water for patient's family members along with ice creams and snacks, etc. I've always done more than what I have to. When my pt hit me, it was my fault. It's not until my nurse came in the room and said to my patient that it was inappropriate for her to hit me that I realize that patient cannot hit me. I think I've been a martyr. When my pt scolded me for no reasons, I just cried. When an old man tried to give me his engagement words, I just became silent and sobbing. And, I went home and I hated myself because I'm just a tech. That's why he dared to say his stupid and ignorant engagement words to me. I've been depreciated. I didn't know that I can say "no" to my customers. I've learned that I can say "no" to not only customers but also their family members. I think I've had enough of self-criticisms. I'm dealing with everything in my life right now: I'm living alone in a place where friends are too busy to be friends, all my friends are in the East, and not in the health care field, nursing school is so demanding. I thank you all for your support. about the my pt. He said he itchy and wet all over his body and he couldn't move his body when I assessed his musculoskeletal system. He begged me for another bath. Yet, he could move when my nurse was there. I didn't know that. My nurse didn't tell me that he could move until I reported to her that I had given him 2 baths. Yes. I was my fault to let this guy control me. I'll be in control again. Yes. I tried to laugh it off by becoming super excited (plus the fact that I've just learned that my new clinical site is at a super nice place) yesterday. Hopefully, it had gone away. But then when I tried to laugh it off so much, it turned out that it was unusual. I plan to judge whether I'm going to do anything for anyone even my patient. Now, I say no to any criticisms. I have to stop criticize myself. I mean I will keep criticizing my behaviors but not myself. And, I need to appreciate myself and what I've done. I've been very good to patients. No patients have ever complained of my service. A few request seeing me when they're back. Some even thank me profusively. I think I'm good enough. This is just one black spot in so many tons of good things that I've done. Thank you :)
  5. nursingishard

    I'm so embarrassed

    Yesterday, I had a patient who looked so much like my ex-big-crush. And, I was blushing all over my face when I was giving him a bath. I feel horrible. It was non-professional. I just wanted to have a hole and bury myself in there!!!! What's worse? He made me give him a bath twice during my 12-hour shift. I didn't know I could have told him that I don't give a bath twice. I think he sensed that I was ... so, he took advantage of that. I was too noob a tech!!! Worse, other nurses sensed that. Even tho they don't say a thing, I know they knew that. I feel horrible. Plus, I was hyper-excited today coming to work because I learned that my clinical site for my coming rotation in school is going to be an awesome place. The nurses look at me very strangely. I'm afraid they may think that I was becoming hyper-excited because of the incident. I just wanted to die!!!!
  6. nursingishard

    Any of you make excellent grades but suck at skills?

    I had bad grades (Bs & Cs) and my skills suck. But I'm improving myself on it. I'm earning better grades and bettering my skills. Practice and Practice. Prioritize what's more important to you, skills or grades. Or both?
  7. nursingishard

    Chemistry Lab Report grade/friends death

    Go and talk to him. Whatever the results are, you'll know how to deal with such things in the future. Try some new but safe things every now and then. You'll be surprised.
  8. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    Also, thinking of all the immunizations and Ped assessment and OB/GYN assessment that I have to go through. Gee. Crazy. Ok, I stop! You make me smile :)
  9. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    You warm my heart! God bless!!!
  10. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    yea, you can do a case study on me. and, publish it in a nursing journal The article says that when you are running out of eggs, all you want is do it and have the baby. I hope it helps. Remember to credit me when you publish your paper
  11. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    you are right. I need to focus on school now. Once I can find a job. I'll work 3 days a week. The rest of the week I'll fertilize a baby. Thx so much, everybody. I don't even have a bf now. Strange. It all started with the strong desire to have a bf nwo. Then, now after a light hug from a male friend, all I want is to have a baby. I hate Ped. Ped makes me want to have babies!!!! I'll finish school with good grades and good performance. I'll let you guys know. Thx so much.
  12. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    For Women, Biological Clock is an Aphrodisiac | Smart Journalism. Real Solutions. Miller-McCune. I'm just wondering if I'm running out of my eggs. I had my first menarche at the age of 9. I'm now like in my early 20s. From this article, it says that probably because I'm running out of my eggs. I think I'm running to menopause. My period is pretty irregular by now (I'm not using any drugs or med except Multivitamin Bears). I have only 3 or 4 periods last year (normally, it's 10-12). It's 3-4 months by now. May be because I'm hypothyroidism. I need to see my PCP for this. Gee. I don't like giving birth. But I'm afraid I'll be too old some day later and I'll regret. Gee. I don't wanna regret!!!
  13. nursingishard

    can't help my emotional feelings

    I've grown up. when I had my OB-GYN, I liked it but I was scared to death. Now, I'm in Peds. I love it so much. Can't help the thought. hahahhahha =) I dread the idea of bearing the child and giving birth. But I love love love nursing babies =) That's why I go to nursing school, I guess, ahhahahahahha
  14. nursingishard

    Morphine vs Dilaudid vs Oxycodone

    Wow, thx a lot, everybody!!! that explains so much!!!! This makes me love nursing a little more!!!
  15. nursingishard

    Done with Denial

    *hug* You can try this: "I'm good. I'm a nurse." Reflect on it. Are you a nurse? You are. Can a nurse be worthless? I guess a serial killer can shed light on you that you are not. At least, you are better than someone else. Admit the truth. Reflect on something you thought you couldn't go through in the past. Did you go through it? You did. Otherwise, you wouldn't have become an RN. And, you can try to stop depending your happiness on someone else like a bf or sth.
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