I totally understand where you are coming from...I just found out on 4/18/11 that I did not pass again...I cried for two days but I am not going to give up.I am 40yrs old and I feel Like I wasted my time as well but I am sooo determined to pass. I work as a medical assistant and the worst part is four of my co-workers who went through the program with me passed and are working as a LVN, now that is tough!!! My advice to is do not give up...you are so young and have your whole life ahead of you.