Well today was my 'dooms' day and was a testament to see if I am ready to be an official licensed RN. I just got done taking the nclex for the first time and I think I failed horribly. I end up getting 75 questions, which surprised me, and I swear with all the questions I got, I had no idea what the answers were (even after rationizing them). Some questions, toward the end of the exam, just seem too easy for me, which made me few less confident when I walked out of there. Everyone from my class, thus far, has passed the nclex and I have a feeling that I would be the first in my class to fail. And the worst thing about it is that if I don't pass, the people that I work with will also know because I am current a CNA and all of them knew that I was in RN school. How embarrassing would that be to know that your potential peers knows that you fail once you come back to work as a CNA and not a RN? I think quite embarrassing. I just feel like now that I have a deep, almost a gut feeling that I didn't pass, it just kills me inside. I guess I need support and motivation to look forward if I didn't pass. And honestly wanted and needed to vent. Any advice and motivation would help. Thanks guys for listening :)