I was fortunate enough to pass on my first try but I feel your pain. I would advise you to use as many nclex cd's as possible and try to do 100 questions a day. Do not wait too long before taking the exam and do not read into the questions too much.Seeing that you have been there a few times it is easier to read into the questions and take maybe longer cause you do not want to fail again. But you can do this. Do these questions read the rational and go in there saying that YOU HAVE PASSED. Good LUCK. I live in Boston and graduated this last December. Just got a job today; paying very well and starts ASAP. Not sure if it will be full time yet but it is a step in the right direction. Do not give up hope.