Been at this place myself......I was in my 30's and started nursing school....you can do it...sounds like you rely on prayer to get you through.....me too....go ahead and cry hard...then pray harder...ask God to give you the wisdom and comfort/peace you need when your taking your test...he will show you how to breath slower and relax..you can do it....don't give up...hope and pray all goes well for you. Jai