I really don't know where to begin right now. I took the nclex rn exam 2 weeks ago and just found out that I failed. I honestly don't know what went wrong, i left the test center thinking that i did good but just didn't want to say anything to people who asked until i get the result. Good thing i kept my silence. The question format may have caught me by surprise as it is totally different with all of the practice test questions i used to prepare. But still I can't seem to understand how most of my answers were wrong specially on categories where i was confident to answer. All my life i have never failed on an exam. Now i know how some of friends feel when they fail on an exam that they have worked for. In my opinion, passing this exam comes with luck because u are only to answer a minimum of random 75 questions based on all of the things u have learned. Whoever thought of this concept and question format makes me wonder if they want a low percentage of passers. Even though I am depress on the outcome for my first try I am still going to give it another shot as soon as possible. However, my dilemma is that I am no longer certain of what i need to review because I would only be cheating myself if i was to take the same practice questions i have from saunders and kaplan because i already know the answers. Besides, that won't help me knowing that type of questions thrown at me to test my knowledge is totally different. i can't seem to find any books that would boost my confidence from taking the exam again. Saunders and kaplan gives you the basic knowledge of what is required as a nurse and both didn't really help me. i would have said it was of great help if i passed but sad to say i didn't. I took the exam relaxed, prepared and confident, then after 2 weeks I feel crushed knowing that all those sleepless nights didn't pay off. I just feel lost right now..... lost my confidence and ruined my plans.