Hi, I'm Dena. I'm 43 years old, took my boards and passed in May of "09. Right now I am working nights on a medical floor at the local community hospital and wondering if I am insane to be doing this! No orientation to speak of...6 weeks out and I have 6-7 patients a nite...bed alarms, insulin drips, chest pain and telemetry, wounds...you named it! The only thing I don't get much of are trach's and they do pop up occasionally. It is so busy that the other nurses don't have a lot of time to answer questions or help me out if I get swamped. I spend most nites terrified for my patients and my job! Is anyone else experiencing anything like that? Oh yeah, they have me working 12 of overtime everyweek...my body feels like it is literally falling apart. Joint pain, so tired all the time...am i just to old, or is it just an adjustment?