Here is another thought/slant: After graduation I worked a busy med-surg floor and felt like you did. I hated every work day and ran scared the whole time. Luckily I didn't make any med errors, but before I did I decided to take another nursing route. I got out of acute care and went to Home Health, then scaled down (but far from dumbing down and definitely a plus for me) Public Health. Home Health gave me confidence and great patient/assessment skills because you are focused on only ONE patient at a time and have the orders in your hand or they are given to you on the phone. It is rewarding because 99% of the time the patient's are sooo happy to see you. Additionally, you are able to follow their progress and feel you have made a difference in their recovery. Just a thought. It is important to get some acute care experience under your belt to buiild the confidence needed to go into Home Health, but in the end it is well worth it. If you have a BSN, Public Health is great as well. New grads (with a BSN) have gone straight into Public Health. I have done that for years and LOVE IT!! Good luck in your nursing career and find what makes you happy!!