Hi:crying2:, I'm new to this site and a prospecting nursing student with issuses to write a novel! I go to CSI on Staten Island and wished I'd never came to this chinky school. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart! (met a couple a of great friends here but the rest are so backwards) Now I need some advice because I'm at my breaking point and on the edge of a nervous breakdown. I feel this is the only place I can get answers where the nursing dept. anwser to everything is "GO TO THE SCHOOL WEBSITE, WE CAN'T ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS", pitiful i know. Whats the point for a nursing dept if every question a student has is on the website, they act so superior and demeaning to the students:angryfire! Now I'm not the greatest student out there and might be the worst if not! My gpa sucks big time, really really big...its in the low 2 and this semester might bring it up by one point. Not even a big deal. My mom is paying for my tuition and i feel like i let her down big time; not only that, I hate my grades and I'm a shameful daughter who cant get her act together:o. Issues 1:sniff:: I sent my application to Mount Saint Vincent and I called them to confrim if they recieved it. They said its probably in the mail today since it was sent on the 8th of may. Now my issue is that thier school wants 3.0 gpa for the Nursing program which I'm no where near at the is point, however on the application i check undecided major just to get into thier school but my essay states that I am interested in the nursing field. Do you think this was a good idea? The whole thing is that I don't want to spend another agonizing semester at CSI but I'm afraid that i might. What do you think? Issuse 2:angryfire: I sent an application to College of New Rochelle, called them just the same as CMSV, and they said they got the application however because the deadline was May 8th and recieved it today, that they were going to push my prospecting entry for the fall of 2010! I was so upset to hear that I wanted to cry...*:sniff:held back tears:sniff:* Just thinking about it right now makes me want cry! Although, i did put down nursing as a major and pre-health major just to be safe! But what I want to know is what do I from here? I already wasted 2 1/2 semesters over at CSI and right now I'm rolling on three years ....so what do I do from here? *sniff sniff* issues 3:confused:: The last school I applied was Maria College of Albany, however I don't really know anything about this school. I got all my information from their website and over here. Is this a good school for pre-nursing students who haven't done LPN but would rather go straight for the RN? I've tried and nothing seems to work. I've done most of the gerenal pre-requistes that my school or other schools wants but I had two slip-ups in my third semester and been struggling since to recover. I feel so depress about this situation and my school isn't even encouraging me to even try an apply to their program. There's always a run around with them, the nursing dept. act to superior and demeanig that you can't even talk to them. And I feel guilty evertime my mom talks about me getting into the program, its like she's paying for my tuition and I'm not making the best of it. I know she's iching to retire but she can't because I'm not done with school. If only i were in the program she could do so but .....*sign* ....I dont know what to do anymore....I don't want to give up but its like my dream of becoming a nurse is becoming dimmer and dimmer. The light at the end my the tunnel is fading quickly and i feel so lost in the dark! I just want to die! People please help me out, what should I do?