javabeanishere

First, you need to change your mind. There are many aspects of mother-baby that will help you in your final destination. Be willing to learn in what appears to you to be a hostile environment. Think of it as training for those very challenging times in L&D. I understand you feelings as I have been in places I didn't want to be. But the experiences you will get will pay for themselves later. As I look back at over 30 years, I can see that the "bad" helped me later in life, and I was and am a much better nurse for those experiences.