OK...just got off work..whew! My poor fellow was transferred to the unit before my shift began last night. I think he's in denial about his prognosis. While he was on the floor, I had fans going, temp down as far as it would go. I'm not sure why exactly he refused anxiety meds, but I did encourage him to take them and explained why these would help. Talking is extremely taxing for him, so he wouldn't go into details, only quick bursts of "no, no." O2 was at three liters. He was acidotic. No surprises here. pCO2 on the high side. PO2 in 50s. Normal for COPD. O2sat between 88 and 93 all night. He was on all meds mentioned for COPD; Solumedrol and as many neb tx as is allowed. Sometimes refused continuous neb tx because it made him feel smothered. Only thing he wouldn't have was the Morphine, even after encouragement. I think maybe the MD will have to convince him on the anxiolytics and morphine. He refuses to listen to us. I was in his room every 20 minutes to give him bites of jello or pudding; he couldn't take more than one bite every few minutes or so because chewing causes him to be SOA. Pitiful. He previously had a corpac but was removed...pt felt smothered by it. He's probably on the vent now. I wish I could have eased his suffering somehow. I guess it's the reality of the disease.