Hi, I can understand how embarrassed you feel, it is hard for others who have not gone through this to really understand how it feels. It is like a terrible nightmare, but I want you to know that there is hope and a way out of the mess and horrible feelings you are experiencing. There is nothing wrong with you! the test is hard! you will just have to find it in you, and it is in you to try and understand that monster of a test. Do tons of questions, look at the strategies, they are pointing to ways to crack it. Rationales are also helpful, but combining the strategies will help you look at the questions differently. You can do it! don't doubt yourself, you are a wonderfully intelligent woman that I got to meet personally, You can DO IT! Please keep your chin up, I know that every thing seems yucky, foggy, and crazy right now, keep hanging in there and become a fellow nurse, Love ya! YOU CAN!!!!