thx for all of your advices, i know the hard work of being a nurse as well as the first step of nursing student, my family is from Nursing Profession, and my mom also is a RN, i lost interest as an Architect student due to first it was force to me to take,2nd because of the school name ( UP Diliman). Im also aware the unemployment rate here in my country, but i will take my chances about it. yes, i'm also aware about the "blind dream" for nurses to work in the countries, but partically for it was just an oppurtunity, Then I decided to choose this career for myself, but still I wont give up on choosing this path, i already failed once I wont let that happen again