I did LTC for a long time as a CNA then as an RN. First of all, get to know the residents. Sit down with a nurse that if very familiar with the residents and ask about routines, making notes as they go. Do they take pills whole, crushed in applesauce or whatever. Then ask if certain residents prefer their meds at certain times. Some of mine wanted to wait until they had their meal to take meds. As the saying goes, They do not live in your facility, You work in their home so try and think about that and what they might have been doing at home. It will get better and I hope you enjoy it. I sure did! I still do PRN work there just so I can see my old residents. Take care and hang in there. It will come.