hi everyone. i am so glad to have found this forum, it is a great encouragement and support for me. i am a new grad who has only been working as an rn for about a month and a half. i am working on a medical unit (which i love, much to my surprise), and sometimes i definitely feel like their is too much work for little old me. i had two months orientation paired with a preceptor (one month surg, one month med). i am now on my own with 12 patients and an lpn to help me . i literally never stop moving during my 12 hour shift and sometimes miss my breaks just to keep my head above water. the nurses have been great to answer questions but i definitely feel my 12 patients is overwhelming at times. if a chest pain occurs- it takes me the rest of my shift to get re-organized after spending an extended amount of time with that patient. some of my little old lady patients take over twenty pills, 3/4 of which must be crushed and mixed in ice cream. family members can be down right rude when i give a maxeran due before lunch ten minutes late, and there are always bells, bells, bells. admissions, discharges, room changes. confused patients escaping from their magnetic restraints. i love it though and it is great to hear from some of you seasoned nurses who are passionately defending their choice to work the specialty area of "medical." i am the only one in my class of 28 who dared go to medical as it got a really bad rep as being heavy and not as glamorous as the critical care areas. thanx girls!!