Sorry to hear that you did not pass NCLEX first time around, but don't give up just yet...nursing can be very rewarding (and we do need more nurses in the field). Take some time to recoupe from those "various things that have happened", invest in a good NCLEX review course, and go for it. As mentioned earlier, if you decide not to retake the test, I'm sure that you will be able to get a non-medical job that requires a college degree (you might even be able to find this type of work in a hospital or medical environment). Good luck in whatever you decide to do.