I am in my second semester of nursing school, but am starting my first clinical next week. I am glad you asked this, I feel the same way! My husband had surgery yesterday, (he is fine) and I was a mess on the inside while he was getting prepped and his IV started, light headed, hot etc. I did maintain my composure. But afterwards in post op I was so much better, I think that when it is not you or someone close to you, it will be easier to handle, and If something starts to wig me out, I try to look at the overall picture, instead of that one skill. It is so easy to overfocus on the one thing that freaks you out! I may need a pep talk in a couple of weeks after starting, we'll see.....:wink2: But I watched her take out the IV, without fainting, so its a step in the right direction! LOL