I am only three weeks into my first job as an RN. I worked in ICU as a PCA for over a year and I thought that is where I wanted to work as an RN because I loved the people I work with. I am afraid I have made a horrible mistake. I feel totally incompetent to care for critically ill patients. IN nursing school I absolutely loved being in the NICU and Pediatrics, but was afraid to work there because I was afraid I would become too attached to my patients. Now I wonder if the dread for going to work is because I am a new nurse trying to learn the profession or because I chose the wrong area. I'm afraid three weeks is not enough time to know, yet I feel I do not have and am not getting the proper training to be able to take care of critically ill patients. In three weeks I can honestly say I have only had one good day. I have yet to be assigned the same preceptor or the same patients two days in a row. I wonder should I try to look somewhere else, or am I being too hasty in wanting to change positions? Please send some advice.