I rarely post on here but your story touched my heart. I too am morbidly obese and desperately wanted to be a nurse. For years my family would encourage me to go back to school and get my degree in nursing. I always had an excuse but to be honest ... I didn't think I could do it at my weight. I always told myself, "when I lose weight THEN I'll go back to school." Twenty years later ... yes, TWENTY years later I was still waiting ... and miserable because I wasn't doing what I dreamed of doing. I was not living up to my potential. I got more and more depressed and heavier and heavier instead of thinner and thinner. One day I decided that enough was enough ... thinner was not going to come right now but I could start taking classes and see how that worked out. I could move forward even at my weight of 275 pounds (5'2). So at age 42 I took two online classes.... and guess what? Even at 275 lbs and age 42, I WAS SMART!! Wow did that make me feel good! I applied for FA and in the Fall I started full-time at the local community college and worked on my prereqs. I applied to nursing school two years later with a 3.89 average (my school admits strictly on grades) and got accepted to one of the top schools in my state! I was on my way ... and boy was I scared!! Could I do this? Could I pull this off? Well ... I am happy to say that I will be starting my Senior year in a few weeks. Has my weight been an issue? Sure! I went home with aching feet and sore knees after every clinical but you know what? I made it through! I just kept pushing! After my second semester I needed to make a decision about what to do over the summer. Many of my classmates got jobs at hospitals. I decided that this summer was going to be the "Summer of Me!" I joined the local YMCA, recruited my sister to join with me and have spent the last 2 1/2 months exercising and changing my eating. I have lost 16 pounds and feel great! I am stronger than ever and feel confident that even at my current weight of 257 lbs (still morbidly obese) that I will be more able to handle the next year. I just keep telling myself (and anyone who will listen) that I feel that this is the path I am supposed to be on and that God has not put me on this path to fail ... I WILL get a job after graduation and it WILL be the job that my body can handle ... overweight or not! I love people and I love helping people and that will outshine any weight issue I have! Good luck on your path!