I felt the same way after my first position as a med/surg nurse. I was burned out after 1 year. I sought another position in the ICU and have been there ever since. I absolutely love it! That's the great thing about our career, we can gain experience in one area and move on to another in search of a good fit. Perhaps you belong in another department/area? I typically refer family members to their doctor or NP. You only have one person to prove anything to, and that person is YOU!