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I graduated from my BSN last October 2005. Since graduation I have not practiced because I have not been successful enough to obtain a license. I really want to pursue my nursing career, any tips on how I can get back into the reviewing mode? I know I may sound lame but I would really appreciate tips from you guys thanks!

I graduated in late 2005 I have taken the NCLEX twice already,I have always been a good student,I have always been in the top of my class but I'am not so sure why this is happening to me I have read the materials more than twice,I would religiously answer the cd questions everyday...when I took the first time I got upset when I found out that I did not pass the second time I took it my pc stopped at 75 and I went home crying because I knew in my heart that I did not make it again.Sometimes I 'am losing hope but I just want to keep fighting because I want a good future for my family,my husband even if he doesn't say it expect a lot from me and I feel bad that at times I just break his heart by not passing the exams. I will be taking the NCLEX for the 3rd time this coming spring...my family encourages me to take the local philippine board exams too after taking the NCLEX-RN I took that twice already too but I have not been successful in that test too.sigh.so that's like failing 4 nursing exams.I feel so stupid.But i have to stay strong.