Ro, I too feel this way as my last day of work is next week before starting CRNA school in January. I have not been without a paying job in 15 years. Wierd!! I think it would be abnormal to not have anxiety about starting a program that requires such a huge commitment from yourself and family (and the anticipated financial strains and DEBT). I have a husband and 2 boys (ages 7 and 4). They, amongst others, are my support team and we will survive together. Hopefully you too have a great team of individuals that stand behind you. Good luck to you and congratulations!!