I,myself, have also hit an all time low. I feel i have been blackballed and am having extreme difficulty getting a job in time to do my 120 hours internship to set boards before my provisional expires. Right out of college, i started working in my dream job,the CVU unit!!! Then, all heck broke loose at home and i wound up losing that job only have a few short weeks. That was back in June, i haven't worked since. I feel like my entire education was a waste of time and money, A LOT of money. My dream is to be a good nurse, nothing more. And, apparantely i'm not allowed.