you know what, i can totally relate to this thread. I already finished my 1st degree. I'm 23 years old and planning to study nursing this coming june. yet up to now, i still cannot decide if i should study or not. my parents are ok if i study but they prefer if i do not. my reason for studying nursing is because it's a high paying job in the states. but the problem is, what if i finish my nursing yet im not able to work abroad? I would be wasting years of studying and would be wasting money for the tuition fees. I also envy nursing students that's why i want to become like them.