I am kind of in the opposite position as you. I had thought about nursing so many times before; I just couldn't decide that that was right for me. Then I had my son and while I was spending time in the hospital, after a c-sec, I realized that Nursing is what I want to do. I love taking care of people and making them happy. I know in my heart that nursing is for me, not just because I want to but also for my son. If you felt it in your heart before, listen again it still may be there. I know all about having to leave my baby and I don't like it either but it has to be done to ensure his future, I can't work as a waitress forever. Think about it.