I would surely feel bad if it would have been me in your situation. But sometimes things do happen not the way we wanted to be & we feel disappointed and degraded. But then, i guess ,if you are a believer, nothing is impossible before him "GOD". Just take it positively and consider it that somehow what had happened may be outweighed by what will you achieve later on. Well, i know this isn't much but i hope you'll gonna be fine.. Goodluck & GodBless!!