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Hi all, just got an email saying you missed me, I dont know whether or not this is automated but thought I would respond. For those that dont know, I am not a nurse but came here almost a year ago after loosing my boyfriend in a car accident. I did r...

thanks all, and thanks gonzo, i also thought of you often.

Im in a bad place right now, I dont belong here, Im not a nurse, but its midnight right now and Im alone in my pain and suffering and needed to reach out. Right at the beginning of this month (9th january) I was in a car accident and my friend who wa...

Just thought I would add an update. I went to church today for the first time since my accident. One of the ladies in church, who i havnt really spoken to much in the past is a counselor, I went to her house to eat tonight and to talk. I feel like th...

Have some lyrics to share, its a song that means alot to me at the moment. Am not going to type out the whole song, but just parts of it. Hold it close to my heart. Its kinda hard with you not around know your in heaven smiling down watchin us while ...

i went out breifly yesterday and today. It was tough, because my mum had to drive. Maybe I will do better with myself driving because I will be in control. But, I was having real problems watching the roads. SO i put the seat back and shut my eyes, b...

sorry you lost your sister in a car accident, that really stinks. Today: slept most the afternoon. Been up for a few hours now, I have my dog laid on the bed with me. My mum bought me a laptop so I could lay down, I really appreciate it , but she di...

Hi again, hi gonzo. Just been lazing around today, not accepting phone calls from any friends, but a lady from church came to see me, she is a counselor , has her own practice etc. Im glad she came around, we watched a movie, glad she didnt pester me...

figured it out, just saw a message about my post being edited, but it looks the same to me

Thanks all, to put my mind at some sort of peace. I could have seen my friends body, my pastor was going to take me to see him, but I deicded not too. I didnt know whether it would cause more distress, or if it would have helped me. There aer alot o...

i will, ty for your replies, what would i do right now without the internet i know this sound stupid, becuase there is more to wrry about right now, but at this moment im really concerned about my throat,

Also still suffering from dizzyness, seeing the dr next week,