I just wanted to thank everyone for your responses. I did a lot of introspection and definitely could have improved in some areas and the rest of it I think was this wasn’t a good fit for me. I really appreciate all your comments about this isn’t the unit for me.
I had another interview and share day today that I absolutely nailed and developed a really good rapport with the panel and she told me to expect to hear from the recruiter tomorrow so I’m pretty sure I got the job. Everyone was really amazing and that supportive, positive culture is what I was looking for.