YES!! You are not alone. I'm currently in my third year of a four year program and just now became comfortable enough in clinical to not experience severe anxiety. I have to take everything minute by minute, day by day. I can't think of everything I have going on or I become too overwhelmed and start to shut down. I have found some peace looking at nursing school youtubers/vlogs as many others demonstrate the same feelings of anxiety and depression but also show how they got through it and how they coped. Good for you for reaching out for help that's amazing! You can do this. You have made it this far!! : )