I’m also having the same dilemma on whether I should return to work. I’m a psychiatric nurse in a Crisis Center and we do not have any n 95 masks. I’m 62 years old and my 67 year old husband is diabetic. I have been granted a 4 week leave of absence which ends 4/12. I am, however, feeling guilty about leaving my coworkers in a bind to cover my shifts. But, I would not be able to forgive myself if I brought home this virus to my husband. I have been staying in a hotel for the past week since my last day of work and hope to return home tomorrow. Take care and be safe everyone.