I would see if they have some sort of employee assistance program if staying to finish out your contract is what you want to do. If it were me, I would rather pay the money to be out of the contract rather than give up my health. If something was to happen to you, they would find someone to replace you. As harsh as that may sound, it’s the truth. The uncontrolled anxiety is ultimately putting your patients as risk. There are so many more fields than Med surg nursing that are less stressful. Maybe agency nursing or even long term care? Hope this helps! ??