You're not a loser. You made it through school. Great job! A lot of people get a degree and realize that their field of study is not their passion. There are other jobs that require a RN but don't involve patient care. For example, I've worked for two medical device companies that use RNs (without business degrees/experience) to help in product design, conduct user validation studies and support development partner hospitals. Other RN roles have included inseriving and installation of new products. Also, many companies like to hire RNs in sales and support positions. If these sound interesting you could consider the other side of health care. Good luck! You have a ton of options.