Yuyu You can do it!!! It is hard, but you sound as though you want it bad enough, and that is what it takes. I too was HORRIBLE at math, but you know what I did. I went to my local high school and got myself a tutor. One or two days a week she helped me with what we were doing at that time. I always saw her the night before a test, and you know what I got an "A" in college algebra---ME!!! Unreal!! Oh yeah, I'm a 45 y/o with 2 children (one with disabilities) and a wonderful husband who helped me tremdously. And I graduate from a BSN program in 3 days. You too can do it!