Hey I understand what your going through. Does this 1-13 restriction stay on your license forever? And you can try nursing positions that do not require you to be around narcotics "this is what the hospital or nursing home would be worried about". So try insurance company's, Law Firms Divita, Philips electronics they pay well and you only educate on the bedside monitors, Baby wranglers( nurse on set of a movie for the baby) DO NOT give up!!!!! ?