First let me start off by saying, don't give up! I understand your frustration right now. However, I too failed the NCLEX exam on my first try (79 questions). I was depressed, I felt defeated, and I was hurt. I felt as though I went through the 5 stages of grief all at once. Nevertheless, I gave myself one week to recuperate. I set at schedule 9-3: Monday-Friday in the library, where I designated my time to focus just on NCLEX. I used HURST/UWORLD to prepare. I would listen to hurst first, then I would do uworld question (50 only) don't over do it. I completed the entire bank. I wrote down all rationale, especially the ones I didn't understand. 1 hour before bed, I would review all the rationales that I wrote down for that day. I know it may sound like a lot but it will be worth it. On my second try I passed the NCLEX at 79 questions. Believe in yourself, pray, and it will happen. You will be a RN. If you have any more questions please let them know.