Hello, I want to give you all some background to my situation and maybe I can get some advice as I feel lost right now. Ever since I started looking into college my senior year of high school I wanted to become a nurse. Somewhere along the mess of information I got from multiple schools, my interests were pulled towards journalism, social work, OT, PT, etc. I did not know much about college and really did not have a lot of guidance in where to apply and what to search for so I started school as "undecided". I would always go back to nursing as my choice in career and even talked to a health advisor at my college. This school did not have all the pre-reqs I needed and after dealing with a few personal issues, I decided to transfer schools. I had received a low gpa by the end of my first and thought I would not be able to transfer to a school with a nursing program (my dream school was Binghamton) and so I became discouraged and applied to a school without the program but knew I would be accepted in and decided on getting my BSN after my second year. My new school did have the pre-reqs I needed and so I thought i would succeed there and continue onto getting my BSN. Within the first semester here I was constantly traveling back home as a family member was sick and unfortunately passed that november. My gpa was a 1.76 that semester. I was on academic probation the next semester and was a able to raise it to 1.93 despite working and getting extra help in my general bio course. that summer I took one course and raised it to a 2.01. As I was behind on courses (not all my courses transferred) I took six classes both fall and spring semester of my senior year and a class in the winter. At this point, I cared about passing just enough to graduate in time. I graduated with a 2.49 this May. I had spoken with the pre-health advisor at my school and was only told to finish my pre-reqs and apply to Hunter or NYU. As I have checked their requirements i believe I do not meet them since some of my pre-reqs are Cs and they accept Bs as their minimum. I did not do so well in my general bio courses, therefore, i thought it was best to take my science courses at a CUNY school. I have searched for schools specifically CUNYs (as i have been told i can only apply for loans since i received my first bachelors. I believe to take my pre-reqs I would have to apply as a non-degree student (?). I am missing my General Chem courses and Anatomy and Phsy; just about all my science courses that require labs. I hope someone can give me some advice as I am feeling a little discouraged. I have always excelled at school and so am disappointed in my college academics. I truly wish I could start over but am trying to find my way in succeeding in a career in nursing as ive always wanted. I am continuing my research and hope to start classes by Fall, the latest.