Hello. Firstly I graduated in December 2017 and started my first RN job in the PICU in January 2018, I'm 4 month in and to be honest, I don't think the PICU is for me. I worked 2 1/2 years as a PCA in Labor and Delivery and I thought I wanted to work with sick kids but boy was I wrong. I know that everyone's first year is rough and I get that but I get so uncomfortable with really critical patients. I feel like I'm going to pass out or have a panic attack. I don't think I truly knew how hard this was going to be when I took this position. I can't sleep and I always feel incompetent. I want to talk to my ANM about how I'm feeling but she isn't the most approachable person. Any advice on how to talk to my ANM? TIA!