Nope I have no charges pending against me. If I had something to hide I wouldn't be on this platform asking questions. I'm clean and that's why I am so confused and i'm trying to find answers. I haven't received anything official from the BON yet. The " morale character issue" comes from the last person I spoke to when I called the NY office of the profession, and she couldn't give me any explanations. Thanks to all of you, your thoughts are very important to me!