Swiftem01

Thank you.. I know there's a wide variety of jobs available to nurses but I'm not sure it's even what I want. School just isn't really my thing and of course I chose something that requires tons of studying to do.. I've already failed my first test. I'm really trying hard just to make it through first semester but I don't even know if I can

Let me just say, I HATE nursing school. Ever since day 1. I text my mom within one hour of class and asked if it was too soon to want to quit. I've pretty much cried everyday and we just started 3 weeks ago. I absolutely hate it. I realized I don't want direct patient care I don't want to work holidays or weekends or nights. I don't want to give people baths and clean up vomit and bodily fluids. I hate myself for not realizing that sooner and wasting 2 1/2 years trying to get good grades so I can get into nursing. I've researched jobs over and over trying to find some other degree I can get and I just don't even know what I want. I'm just depressed