hi everyone! i know this isn't quite the topic, but i was misdiagnosed with add in high school. i just went to a psychiatric hospital in july for partial hospitalization, where we found out i am actually bipolar (manic-depressive). it has been a scary road for me-luckily the meds have been working and i didn't need to do the ect (electroconvulsive therapy-i think?). i am starting my pre-req's in january and told my advisor of my history with the disease and the meds i take (lithium and effexor). i was warned to read through the school bulletin and look at the physical and emotional requirements for nursing to make sure that i can really handle all of it. now i am very nervous about going and not sure if i should??? the lithium can cause mild hand tremors, though i have basically gotten through that issue and they rarely happen now. even more, i hate the way people treat me when they find out. like if they see me take my medicine and i explain what it is for (i am not ashamed to be bipolar-it is more common than people realize), they treat me differently. i am very normal! i am a mother, a daughter, a best friend, a soon to be student, an employee, and even a registered voter! nobody sees me that way now though, all they see is the girl who has the mental illness. if i don't take my meds, i get very frustrated at everything. also, one week i will be on the go running around so much and taking on so many tasks that i don't even sleep! i finally crash after a while, and don't want to move out of bed and cry and sleep the days away. now that i am taking the meds, i am very level and enjoying it! the only problem is that lithium can do some major damage and i have to be on it the rest of my life. it can cause hair loss, kidney failure, and extreme acne to name a few. almost makes you wonder if it is even worth it??? thanks for listening to my long winded self tell my story! jessica :selfbonk: